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Friday, June 26, 2015

Long Day's Journey - Part four


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The different cohorts you encounter shape the cultural landscape of the labyrinth.  Top of the food chain are various specialists, whether surgeons, anaesthetists, consultants or senior registrars.  My interactions with this class were spasmodic and cursory.  Obviously, they are all short of time. 

The senior neurosurgeons engaged me on occasion, usually when there was a substantial development to report or procedure to implement. They kept discussions to a minimum.  A junior registrar was the designated ‘gofer’, sent to fetch permissions, update the situation and convey bad tidings. He was prone to the declarative gestures common amongst his tribe.   

One ‘clanger’ was a rather casual observation that a previous assessment that Carolie would likely resume a normal life was now qualified and that she would never be the same again.  This came without clinical context or any ‘parenthetical amplification’ to assuage the nasty effect it had on me.  He was a regular visitor to the ICU as neurosurgeons are central players in this area. I later suggested his choice of words were insensitive at times.  He replied arrogantly that this was his way and that it was best to lay out the ‘facts’.  It was a tad depressing to think he inculcated such communication strategies as part of his training.  

I wondered whether a focus on emotional intelligence might better prepare medical specialists to deal with people meaningfully. Nurses did their best to mitigate the worst effects of the medical hierarchy’s studied disengagement.

I perceived a lack of either empathy for or genuine interest in the fate of individual patients emanating from the senior medical cohort.  Doubtless this is woven into their DNA via training and operational culture.  Obviously, there are too many damaged souls and they maintain a detached professionalism to be most effective.  I would argue that a more personalized approach is preferred, whilst retaining professional objectivity.   

Across the public sector it is a truism that the more senior staff become, the less contact they have with actual ‘people’.  Those who determine policy and the quality of service delivery become increasingly detached from the supposed beneficiaries of these same policies and services.  Clearly, the senior medical cohort do have contact with patients and family, especially when they are directly involved in their treatment.  From my personal experience, a surgeon who treated me in recent years visited me every night after my procedure and spent ‘quality’ time with me.  I wondered whether he ever saw his family.  

During our stay a member of the senior cohort wandered into the ICU occasionally to engage the shift registrars.  They were obviously clever and skilled and wore their status like a cloak of unapproachable authority.  I was reminded of a kind of aristocratic mannerism I have experienced in England – personable, chatty, but a body language resonant with detached superiority and an implied declaration – ‘do it my way or the highway’.   





It must be difficult for the senior cohort to avoid falling into absolutism in managing junior cohorts, especially if they have trained under authoritarian regimes. Someone has to be in charge and make decisions.  Yet, collegiate processes are healthy, and respect for leadership should derive from performance, knowledge and skill.  ‘Best practice’ must surely be a touchstone in a teaching hospital, and doubtless guides the work of the labyrinth, despite its evident spatial, operational and cultural limitations.

One of the senior ICU registrars made efforts in my direction.  He would put on his ‘concerned’ face and sit with me.  Whenever he finished his expositions, I would steel myself for Carolie’s imminent demise.  On occasion I was so upset by his words I sought further clarification from nurse managers.  They would explain that he was outlining broad parameters that would not necessarily apply to Carolie.  He would wander off, pleased with his handiwork.  He reminded me of a central character in the Discworld novels of Terry Pratchett.  A central character - ‘Death’ - never enjoys his work – he has a hangdog approach to the harvesting of ready souls. 

None of the registrar’s dire prognostications took place.  I recall him arguing the toss with an ICU consultant as to who should remove Carolie’s brain drain.  He was adamant it did not fall within his responsibilities and should be the domain of neurosurgeons.  One of the experienced ICU nurses later removed it in a blink.

Social workers are a discernible ‘tribe’.  When you arrive in an ICU or high dependency ward, they are quick to make their presence felt.  I was ushered into a deep and meaningful meeting with an earnest soul, and regaled with a shopping list of potential support opportunities; a veritable smorgasbord of help.  The parking pass was one of them.   



Another was a list of local accommodation with reduced tariffs for family visiting the hospital.  There were others on offer but it was little more than a check-list exercise.  I quickly discovered the pass was a cruel illusion.  The accommodation prices turned out to be wrong as Sydney hotels were cashing in on the Gay Mardi Gras by hiking all their tariffs.  To access a petrol subsidy required a process bordering on the absurd.  It would have cost more than the pitiful reimbursement.   

All of the social workers met on our path were engaging, likeable people operating in a bureaucratic maze of ticked boxes, regulations and illusory support.  They coordinate in-house meetings designed to provide information feedback, and facilitate form filling by in-house actors, and they know a thing or two about off-campus parking.  All seemed run off their feet, dashing from one meeting to the next, providing gratuitous advice, getting the check-lists and meeting minutes sorted.      

To be continued...

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